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Guys I think Im obsessed with anime. I was in barnes and nobles for hour and 1/2 yeasterday reading them . It kinda annoying. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! I have to go to spain and then the terrorists are gonna kill me cause Im American. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I just want to tell you all that I'll miss all of you and you can fight amongst yourselves on who will get what because its too hard to decide my stuff. Its all just sooooo cool. Bye Late.
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[31 Mar 2004|10:54am] |
Wow that update was really random...............kinda like me
RANDOM LUGGAGE that is!!!!!!!!! That is Bye Now that is.
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[31 Mar 2004|10:49am] |
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Yo what up everyone. Been awhile eh? 666( thats E.A. Spank Me. I hate skool I hate life but you know miss all yea camp peeps. Maybe I'll have to come visit ya! You know just to get all emo on ya and shit like that. But I have to go before the teacher kicks me out of the computer lab.
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[25 Feb 2004|06:41pm] |
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So once again I am crying for like the 2nd time or 3rd time in 2days. And no this is not cause of anything too emo-ish. And I have a really good reason too but I don't really think that anyone one really cares in the first place. At the present moment i am thinking that living at home sucks.
Going to school sucks!
Being a teenager sucks!
Being told that you should try harder sucks!
Not really having anyone to talk to sucks!
Not being able to go out when i think at the moment I really do need to talk to someone sucks!
Having people teel you that they are dissapointed in you sucks!
Being able to cry sucks!
Making yourself sick but not really wanting to, with these constant pressures suck!
Feeling like you have to act they way people think you should act suck!
Thinking about you funeral and if anyone would actually care enought to come suck!
And lastly I think that lifes a bitch and that Im her favourite person which sucks!
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[26 Jan 2004|01:14am] |
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"Duct tape is like the Force. It has a light side, a dark side, and it holds the universe together."
-- Emo Philips
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| Lying |
[22 Jan 2004|02:29pm] |
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ok i know i'm one of the biggest liars ever and all but I have figured out the best method of lying when we were trying to sneak past everyone while going through the hospital. All u have to do is believe your lie is real. Its that simple if u believe its real then so will the person your lying to. I don't know Why i didn't think of this before. Man! Haha Im a fuckin' Genius!
OK i know I had a little too much time to think about this but there is nothing else to do and I have nothing to study for anymore cause I took the last midterm today. Now I don't know what to do with myself. ARGHHHH!!!!
Oh yeah And guys Im not going to Montclair this weekend. Sorry. Maybe some other weekend. Now you'll have to excuse me while I try to figure out what to do with my next week caus I have no fuckin' clue. Later
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| I'm So Lost |
[14 Jan 2004|10:20pm] |
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"you'll find better love, strong as it ever was, deep as the river runs , warm as the morning sun ..... please remember me... please remember me!!!"
I have no idea why i like those lines soooo god damn much but I do. I also have no idea why i am actually gonna put this up but oh well what the hell. Im going to visit my friends in Montclair. Thats great. You know what??? This is the first time in a while that I'm this happy without the aid of sugar. But now that I think of that thats really kinda sad that I depend on sugar so. But 'tis no other choice. Thy mind would be more.... I don't know unaware I guess. Does this mean, technically speaking ofcourse, that I am using sugar as a stimulant??? Wait that's what sugar is in the first place isn't it??? Okay now I don't feel quite as dissapointed in myself as I did before even though I didn't feel disapointed. Whatever the late hour is making me sleepy i shall stop now.
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[13 Jan 2004|06:13pm] |
Ok Iv'e been listening to Wicked ever since winter camp ended and I don't know why except that I really like it. Maybe it's really a sign that I really don't want to let go of Frost Valley or something and Wicked in some way shape or form reminds me of it. Or maybe its because I haven't gotten any new c.d.'s since then and i din't feel like changing the cd.
BUt once again I have no idea what the mother fuckin hell Im talking about and Im just going to ramble for a while (Just ignore me)..................................................................................... ok my rambling is over.
Just so everyone knows my senior quote in the yearbook is gonna be.
"As someone told me lately
Everyone deserves the chance to fly
And if Im flying solo
Atleast Im flying free"
-Elpheba in Wicked
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[07 Jan 2004|01:11pm] |
You know have u ever feelt like the world just hates u with a burning passion. Well that kinda what i feel like u know??? I think that might just be because I'm at skool and am once again failing miserably but then again when am I not.
Im sitting next to my friend Patty and we were just arguing about who has gotten less sleep in the last week. Is that weird cause that seems to happen quite a bit around here. The only reason Im here is to ramble but now classes are changing so i have to go. Ciao!!!
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[03 Jan 2004|09:16pm] |
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ok so I was looking for country music online (lord knows why). And I got some Tim McGraw songs and I was like hey there not entirely that bad (and know I have not smoked anything recently). So then I went on to the internet to see what he looked like and saw his picture.....
I never thought I would say this but...... he's actually kinda hot. Not Orlando Bloom sexy or anything but I mean he was easy on the eyes. And thats always a plus right???
So I don't really know why Im writing this but I am and I think Im gonna go back toreading now.
And if anyone knows why I am listening to country please tell me 'cause I would realy like to know.
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[02 Jan 2004|10:29am] |
No joke guys no joke
I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Save me please
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| Dana's Early Morning Ranting and Raving |
[02 Jan 2004|09:55am] |
Ok so i was sleeping like usual and then my mom burst in the door tells me to get up and dressed. I was like "what do u want???". (I mean it was only like 10 o'clock in the morning)
Then my mom tells me to leave the house go out with my friends and such. Now usually that wouldn't be such a prob but she's always basically telling me I can't for ex.
1. I have to be back at the house by dark which means half the day is already gone.
2. I can't take the train anywhere alone I have to be with a friend so how the hell am I supposed to there house huh???
3. To tell u the truth I don't have many friends who live in Brooklyn anyway. which means my mom has to interrogate there parents before I can go visit. If I'm allowed to visit at all.
( And finally the thing that pisses me off but has nothing to do with any thing)
4. Why does she tell me I can't have a boyfriend and then start complaining about boyfriend related things like how am I gonna get one if I tend to often look like a guy.
Ok so I think I feel better now.......................or not
but I have to go now and hangout with my imaginary friends.
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[31 Dec 2003|09:47pm] |
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Everyone from Frost Valley this is a new emo song
Trapped in Forever
by Jeibu
Because you noticed me
my life changed from whatever
Now my heart has been broken
And still Im trapped in forever
So here I am in the bathroom
Releasing my tears under the sink
With the lights turned off
Hoping that you'll never find me
And to just stay trapped in forever.
Hey guys i don't know what toput here except I want to go back to camp dammit. I'll see u guys later or not depends if I ever decide to leave my house. Maybe u should try bribing me with eeryones favourite food. NACHOS!!!
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